As someone who is coined as “mentally unstable”, I would like to mention that I feel like I view life in a logical manner.
Being labeled as Schizophrenic has caused a lot of chaos and confusion throughout the history of my diagnosis. My actions and words have been either taken to heart, misconstrued, or even used against me.
I have been viewed in a negative light at some points.. what people don’t understand is when I say or feel a certain way, I find it evident that I am not at fault. I believe what I know to be true.
People view me as if I will hurt them, or can’t be trusted in a sense. It feels devastating sometimes.
When I feel an emotion, it can be an intense situation. I go through an emotional warfare as you can put it.
That’s it for now. I need my brain to settle…
To be continued…